reason enough to get out of bed

the last week i have been a single parent as jeff was in holland taking classes and having too much fun with friends. it was a hard decision to stay home, but a necessary one. however, i am exhausted, i don't know how some people do it. sienna has been mostly awesome during the day but for over a week she's been waking up at 2 am EVERY MORNING and needing to be held in order to fall back asleep, we are in the process of trying to break this habit but how can you not melt when looking upon her captivating beauty? because she smiles, i can do it.